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met up wif sophia to rot again todae. shes supposed to start wrk but got postponed to nxt wk. hee...
went to eat teppanyaki for lunch at lot 1. i tink e std reallie v inconsistent. smetimes v nice, smetimes sucks n todae happen to sucks. ordered e squid set as usual. its shld b those big n white types but they used e small wif purple trimmings type. feel so cheated. haiz... but its e oni teppanyaki in e vicinity. i still tink e one at bugis is e best. yummie! =9
was juz luffin wif sophia i tink i v cheapo but she sae she oso. coz tat time go eat at e jurong hill teppanyaki there, den its so expensive n i tink nt nice. mayb too used to eatin e food court teppanyaki. main difference is its wif sauce for e latter. den she was saein when she was studyin in oz, she eat there which is oso no sauce n mre expensive den like nt nice. lolz... =D

was tokin to cheryl n shes goin away to bintan for e wkend nxt wk wif her dar, another pair of siblings n mayb another couple. its bked thru her dar's co so its so cheap. $80 for 3 days 2 nites. 3 bedrm villa. *envy*
ok la, its nt banyan tree villas. i tink its a villa resort under nirwana. hee... =) but its still like v gd lor.
her dar planned everyting. so sweet rite. was jokin wif her mayb he wanna propose. keke...
den i sae if tat 'mayb' couple frens nt goin den count me in. but juz ask dar. he sae he nid to tink abt it for a dae coz finances so tight.
i reallie wish to go. reallie reallie reallie wish wif all my heart. coz we (wif regan n younger bro in tow) oni go genting before like 2 yrs back. n tats e oni trip we made.
den he was oso saein bring regan den cannt play sea sports n troublesme (nids to take naps, whiney at meal times, wans to poo poo or shee shee anytime) but i told him i dun mind lookin after him. as long as we can go.
haiz... but fr e sounds of it, i tink e chances r like 0.001%. i'm feelin depressed. =( *sobs*
i mean of coz i wan 'er ren si jie' la. since married or even before marriage, we nv go for any holidae at all, nt even like m'sia juz e 2 of us. so sad rite. i tink abt it i oso feel sad. but i tell myself 'nvm, when regan is older den we got lots of time for ourselves oredi.'
anywaes, i reallie hope we can go. last yr wanted to go. bked hotel n everyting but daddy dun allow. sae so dangerous. smemre, it costs like $400 ($250-hotel, $150-ferry). nw is like total $180 ($30-hotel, $150-ferry). so cheap rite?
pls pls pls pls pls god. pls grant my wish sme hw n create a miracle.
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